:: It’s weird ::
After the deletion of almost all of my previous entries, i realised that it feels kinda weird….i sorta feel empty…all those written memories gone just by a click of a button….
And its not only me who is affected….deeply affected, and i feel bad for that as well…
I didn’t think that i’m gonna be this affected but i sure am….
These past 2 weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster for me and sorta draining me….however, these past few days have been much better……
So many things have been cleared and out in the open….and it’s a good thing..some things do hurt either me or him but i guess it’s better to face it now then never…..plus, i hate the feeling of not knowing and in constant fear and doubts looming around in my head…
U see…all these come to prove the phrase that RELATIONSHIPS ARE NOT ALWAYS BED OF ROSES…
However, like he said.."WE LEARN NEW THINGS AND LESSONS WHEN BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS THAT IN SOME WAYS HELP US TO GROW AS A PERSON…" I guess, he is right and just have look at it in a positive way…
Sure, there will be more tsunamis to come but hey, with the right attitude, right feeling….bring it on baby….
having said that: I LOVE YOU VINCENT CHENG YAU WEN………
